A few days ago, I had not heard from Tessa in a few minutes. It dawned on me that she and Ian had been playing in the garage together but that he was now inside. I went to the garage and found a frantic child, fearfully running to and fro. Once she spotted me, she ran to my arms, assured that I could save her. I was able to comfort her merely by embracing her. Had I left Tessa alone in the garage, she would have been hopeless to save herself. There was nothing in her that could have freed her from the garage. She required her father to save her.
We are also hopeless to save ourselves. We need our Father to save us. Once he opens the door, we can run to Him in faith, but He is still the one who does the saving because we are absolutely powerless to do it ourselves. Praise be to God, that He saves us even in our powerlessness.
So then it depends not on human will or exertion, but on God, who has mercy. -Romans 9:16
10 October 2010
09 October 2010
A Good Lesson
My friend Gen shared today about her daughter Amelia, about cancer, and about trials. I was struck by this piece (and not just because she mentions my name).
She writes,
"God often digs wells of joy with the spade of sorrow."
We sat with friends this past Monday night, mulling over a new difficulty that has arisen in our lives. Our friend Jason (who, incidentally, is a neuropsychologist and *may* have some counseling experience) asked us what God has taught us, how He has changed us, through all of this pain in our lives. My answer is that God has taught me to quit fighting. He has made me a peaceful woman through all of this. The internal temper-tantrums that were a daily failure in my earlier years of mothering are few and far between today, maybe monthly? You have to go to the brink of losing something to understand just how precious it is to you.
She writes,
"God often digs wells of joy with the spade of sorrow."
We sat with friends this past Monday night, mulling over a new difficulty that has arisen in our lives. Our friend Jason (who, incidentally, is a neuropsychologist and *may* have some counseling experience) asked us what God has taught us, how He has changed us, through all of this pain in our lives. My answer is that God has taught me to quit fighting. He has made me a peaceful woman through all of this. The internal temper-tantrums that were a daily failure in my earlier years of mothering are few and far between today, maybe monthly? You have to go to the brink of losing something to understand just how precious it is to you.
04 October 2010
A Broken Mirror
A spiderweb crosses the mirror in front of me
Between each strand are shards of reality,
Truth hinted at in each broken piece
at present distorted, seeking release.
I try to make sense of the images I see
Understanding in part, but not fully
What should I believe, I cry out
Desiring clarity, what is this about?
I am helpless to repair the broken looking glass
I wish this discomfort quickly would pass
I am confused, unsure of how to go on
I want wholeness, but I see none.
"Patience my son, I know you are in pain
Under the curse, distortion remains
One day soon, we'll meet face to face
The image restored, in the light of My grace."
1 Corinthians 13:12
Between each strand are shards of reality,
Truth hinted at in each broken piece
at present distorted, seeking release.
I try to make sense of the images I see
Understanding in part, but not fully
What should I believe, I cry out
Desiring clarity, what is this about?
I am helpless to repair the broken looking glass
I wish this discomfort quickly would pass
I am confused, unsure of how to go on
I want wholeness, but I see none.
"Patience my son, I know you are in pain
Under the curse, distortion remains
One day soon, we'll meet face to face
The image restored, in the light of My grace."
1 Corinthians 13:12
03 October 2010
Desiring God-2010-Conference Recap
I was blessed to go to the DG National Conference this weekend. It was entitled "The Life of the Mind and the Love of God." Let me say first off that my mind, after this weekend, seems to have little life left in it. I feel wrung out. I feel convicted. I feel excited. I feel.
I initially entitled to write extensively on each of the speakers. I don't have the energy. Instead, I am going to write some brief reflections on what I did watch.
Kevin DeYoung asked his audience to rethink the idea of being missional. He argued that the term "missional" has lost meaning in the modern church and that we need to redefine what we mean. He pointed out that too often, Christians are replacing what missions should actually do, with something else (e.g., social justice). He argued instead that the purpose of missions is to make disciples. His phrase, "get disciples, not decisions" seemed to capture much of what he said. He pointed out that if those following the great commission are not actually preaching Christ, they are really not doing things any differently than...say...Angelina Jolie, or something along those lines.
Randy Alcorn preached excellently on Romans 8:28. I didn't take many notes, but he pointed out that the evil and suffering in the world allows us to see the extent of God's grace.
Rick Warren, of purpose driven fame, was telecasted in due to a number of family crises. He is a gifted speaker. He presented 5 principles to teach church members: 1) don't believe everything you think, 2) Guard your mind from garbage, 3) Never let up on learning, 4) feed yourself daily with God's word, 5) you must let God stretch your imagination. Warren shared many useful ideas and practical strategies for continued growth. I particularly appreciated two ideas. First, he said that in fighting against sin, we should not just resist, but replace temptation. Second, he said that we only believe the parts of the Bible that we actually do. There were several concerns as well. He has a strong self-help, pull yourself up by your bootstraps approach, which didn't seem to fit with the other speakers who are so utterly reliant on God's grace. One thing he said that I really struggled with was "where there is no vision, people perish." I wrote in my notes, "where there is no Christ, people perish." It was quite unfortunate that the Q&A between Piper and Warren did not happen though I hope it does in the future.
RC Sproul opened the Saturday session. I was tired. He was deep. Not a good combination. He began by talking about the philosopher Thales who was looking for a singular explanation for all the diversity seen around him. He concluded it must be in water. He then traced the lines of philosophical thought through Aristotle finishing with Paul's ministry on Mars Hill and how Christ was the only explanation of unity in the diversity. I need to listen to it again to see what I missed.
Thabati Anyabwile discussed sharing the gospel with Muslims and as a former Muslim who converted to Christ, he was uniquely positioned to give this talk. He suggested that the goal for Christians was "truth entering the head, igniting the heart, and flowing out through the hands." He noted that as Christians, we seem to assume the unreachability of Muslims and, out of fear, we don't evangelize these folks. I thought the most important point he made was twofold: 1) "we need to work for the faithful containment of the established religion in the state" and 2) "defend Islam's ability to practice their faith." He believes that the more firmly the separation of church and state is upheld, the less likely it will be that sharia law will dominate or take over. Everyone should listen to this teaching. It was exceptional.
Al Mohler preached on Romans 1 regarding how God gave us up to a depraved mind--all of us--at the fall and that our only hope is that God reveals himself to us.
Francis Chan preached on loving people. A basic point that increasing in knowledge is for nothing if it is not used to love other people. If you watch nothing else from this conference, please watch his teaching.
John Piper concluded the conference on how we might use our minds to the glory of God. I particularly liked this quote, "There is an odd notion that, if we use our minds to grow in our knowledge of God, mystery will diminish and with it a sense of wonder and reverence. I call this notion odd for two reasons. One is that, no matter how many millions of ages I use my mind to know more and more of God’s majesty, his glories will never be in danger of being exhausted. What is not yet known of God by finite creatures will always be limitless. You honor this truth more by shameless growth in the knowledge of God."
I also had the opportunity to see a taping of the White Horse Inn, a favorite radio show of mine. It was exceptional weekend with old friends and new.
I initially entitled to write extensively on each of the speakers. I don't have the energy. Instead, I am going to write some brief reflections on what I did watch.
Kevin DeYoung asked his audience to rethink the idea of being missional. He argued that the term "missional" has lost meaning in the modern church and that we need to redefine what we mean. He pointed out that too often, Christians are replacing what missions should actually do, with something else (e.g., social justice). He argued instead that the purpose of missions is to make disciples. His phrase, "get disciples, not decisions" seemed to capture much of what he said. He pointed out that if those following the great commission are not actually preaching Christ, they are really not doing things any differently than...say...Angelina Jolie, or something along those lines.
Randy Alcorn preached excellently on Romans 8:28. I didn't take many notes, but he pointed out that the evil and suffering in the world allows us to see the extent of God's grace.
Rick Warren, of purpose driven fame, was telecasted in due to a number of family crises. He is a gifted speaker. He presented 5 principles to teach church members: 1) don't believe everything you think, 2) Guard your mind from garbage, 3) Never let up on learning, 4) feed yourself daily with God's word, 5) you must let God stretch your imagination. Warren shared many useful ideas and practical strategies for continued growth. I particularly appreciated two ideas. First, he said that in fighting against sin, we should not just resist, but replace temptation. Second, he said that we only believe the parts of the Bible that we actually do. There were several concerns as well. He has a strong self-help, pull yourself up by your bootstraps approach, which didn't seem to fit with the other speakers who are so utterly reliant on God's grace. One thing he said that I really struggled with was "where there is no vision, people perish." I wrote in my notes, "where there is no Christ, people perish." It was quite unfortunate that the Q&A between Piper and Warren did not happen though I hope it does in the future.
RC Sproul opened the Saturday session. I was tired. He was deep. Not a good combination. He began by talking about the philosopher Thales who was looking for a singular explanation for all the diversity seen around him. He concluded it must be in water. He then traced the lines of philosophical thought through Aristotle finishing with Paul's ministry on Mars Hill and how Christ was the only explanation of unity in the diversity. I need to listen to it again to see what I missed.
Thabati Anyabwile discussed sharing the gospel with Muslims and as a former Muslim who converted to Christ, he was uniquely positioned to give this talk. He suggested that the goal for Christians was "truth entering the head, igniting the heart, and flowing out through the hands." He noted that as Christians, we seem to assume the unreachability of Muslims and, out of fear, we don't evangelize these folks. I thought the most important point he made was twofold: 1) "we need to work for the faithful containment of the established religion in the state" and 2) "defend Islam's ability to practice their faith." He believes that the more firmly the separation of church and state is upheld, the less likely it will be that sharia law will dominate or take over. Everyone should listen to this teaching. It was exceptional.
Al Mohler preached on Romans 1 regarding how God gave us up to a depraved mind--all of us--at the fall and that our only hope is that God reveals himself to us.
Francis Chan preached on loving people. A basic point that increasing in knowledge is for nothing if it is not used to love other people. If you watch nothing else from this conference, please watch his teaching.
John Piper concluded the conference on how we might use our minds to the glory of God. I particularly liked this quote, "There is an odd notion that, if we use our minds to grow in our knowledge of God, mystery will diminish and with it a sense of wonder and reverence. I call this notion odd for two reasons. One is that, no matter how many millions of ages I use my mind to know more and more of God’s majesty, his glories will never be in danger of being exhausted. What is not yet known of God by finite creatures will always be limitless. You honor this truth more by shameless growth in the knowledge of God."
I also had the opportunity to see a taping of the White Horse Inn, a favorite radio show of mine. It was exceptional weekend with old friends and new.
30 September 2010
Book Notes-September 2010
1. On Guard: Defending Your Faith with Reason and Precision
(2010). This book is essentially Bill Craig's "Apologetics for Dummies", yet I still felt too dumb to truly understand his depth. Dr Craig is such a deep thinker who clearly reasons like a philosopher. I deeply appreciate his views, particularly on the moral argument and the cosmological argument for the existence of God. With that said, if I were a newbie to apologetics, I would get materials from Greg Koukl or Lee Stroebel instead as they provide just the kiddie pool that most of us amateurs need. 3.5 stars.
2. Radical: Taking Back Your Faith from the American Dream
by David Platt (2010). When I started this book, I was immediately struck with the similarity to The Hole in Our Gospel: What does God expect of Us? The Answer that Changed my Life and Might Just Change the World
and Crazy Love: Overwhelmed by a Relentless God
. Platt, the pastor of a large megachurch in the south, issues a challenge to American Christians. He suggests that many churches in America are plagued with a desire for comfort, security, and self-sufficiency, which he notes is contrary to the gospel of Jesus which promises difficulty and persecution. He urges readers to "give liberally, go urgently, and live dangerously." When I read books like these three I mentioned, I struggle to reign myself in from cashing in my chips on the American dream and moving half way around the world proclaiming at the top of my lungs "to live is Christ, but to die is gain!"today. But perhaps...perhaps...that is what God is calling us to do. 4.5 stars.
4. The Gospel According to Jesus: What Is Authentic Faith?
by John MacArthur (1988/2008). This book is not for the faint of heart. Near the end of the book, MacArthur refers to himself as a controversialist in that he brings up challenging things because he refuses to abandon the gospel. The premise of this book is "lordship salvation." In other words, MacArthur argues that although salvation is by grace alone through faith alone, a saved person's life will necessarily show evidence of increased sanctification and holiness. To be clear, he does not believe that perfection will be, or even can be, obtained on earth, but that when a person is born again, he is truly a new creation who will look differently to the world. He flatly denies the concept of "carnal Christianity" and spends much time raising a challenge to those who would claim Christ as savior, but fail to claim him as Lord. 4 stars.
5. The Pursuit of Holiness [PURSUIT OF HOLINESS]
by Jerry Bridges (1978/2006). On the book's jacket, Charles Colson wrote, "I believe this is a modern classic. Few books have had the influence on me that this one has." Although I have yet to see the influence in my life, I pray that it does. Bridges wrote an exceptionally readable, but important book about holiness. Holiness is a concept that many Christians do not understand, perhaps because it is not often addressed in churches today. I found myself eager to read more and apply what I was reading. This is probably amongst the top 5 Christian books I have read (certainly top 10). 5 stars.
6. Doctrine: What Christians Should Believe (RE: Lit) by Mark Driscoll (2010). Doctrine has a different flavor than other books he has written. It is an overview of several major categories of Biblical doctrine (e.g., creation). He clearly shows his hand theologically, which is not unexpected with any sort of systematic theology. There are many points where I agree with him, some where I don't, and some where I think there is simply a lot of mystery yet. I have preferred other books of his more than this one, but it is worth reading, particularly if you are looking for an accessible systematic theology. 3.5 stars.
7. Spectacular Sins: And Their Global Purpose in the Glory of Christ
by John Piper (2008). This book, as Piper's books so often do, highlight the perfect sovereignty of God. Piper reviews many of the "spectacular sins" of the Bible such as Joseph's betrayal by his brothers and Jesus' betrayal by Judas and he talks about how God ordained those actions all for the glory of Christ. This short book is unique in its focus, but a worthwhile read. 4 stars.
2. Radical: Taking Back Your Faith from the American Dream
4. The Gospel According to Jesus: What Is Authentic Faith?
5. The Pursuit of Holiness [PURSUIT OF HOLINESS]
6. Doctrine: What Christians Should Believe (RE: Lit) by Mark Driscoll (2010). Doctrine has a different flavor than other books he has written. It is an overview of several major categories of Biblical doctrine (e.g., creation). He clearly shows his hand theologically, which is not unexpected with any sort of systematic theology. There are many points where I agree with him, some where I don't, and some where I think there is simply a lot of mystery yet. I have preferred other books of his more than this one, but it is worth reading, particularly if you are looking for an accessible systematic theology. 3.5 stars.
7. Spectacular Sins: And Their Global Purpose in the Glory of Christ
29 September 2010
Anemic Faith
My friend Pam sent me a link to a Yahoo News story about a recent Pew study. The Pew forum sampled over 3000 people about their religious beliefs and some of the conclusions were shocking (or perhaps not). Self-proclaimed evangelicals reportedly know less about religion than atheists and agnostics. What was even more surprising was the lack of knowledge that Evangelicals know about their own professed faith. Lest we evangelicals read the article and think, "well at least we scored better than Catholics," we should rather ask the question about whether we are truly loving God with all of our mind.
Perhaps nominal Christians are afraid that a serious intellectual look into their faith will leave them wanting. I assure you, it will not. Perhaps nominal Christians are more focused on their big screen TVs than they are on the sovereign Creator of the universe. I assure you, He is far more worthy of our attention.
Individual Christians need to take initiative to learn the Bible and to study it deeply. Proverbs 4:7 reads, "The beginning of wisdom is this: Get wisdom, and whatever you get, get insight." How can we share the gospel with others if we do not even know what we are talking about? Romans 10:14 says, "How then will they call on him in whom they have not believed? And how are they to believe in him of whom they have never heard? And how are they to hear without someone preaching?" How are we to preach if we don't even know Whom we preach about?!?
Brothers and sisters, take the initiative and step out of the bumper sticker theology that is a plague in the American church today. Flee from an anemic faith derived from T-shirts, coffee mugs, and Doctor Phil. Study the word. Read early church fathers. Explore apologetics. Sit under Biblical teaching and take notes.
Do not be afraid that your faith will fall short--we have the answers to life. Go learn them.
If you want to learn more, here are some places where you can start:
HT: Thabati Anyabwile for the pic
22 September 2010
The Cost? My life
I found myself walking down a road.
On each side
storefronts,
selling my sins
each beckoning me to come
selling lust,
selling gluttony
selling pride.
Each promising to meet my deepest needs
my deepest desires.
The cost?
My life.
I visited the shops,
I sampled their wares.
I became "a regular"
They gave what I "wanted"
yet I was left wanting.
I did not know what to do.
I sat down
I squeezed my eyes tightly
I tried to block out the sounds
still beckoning me
As my desire grew...
again
I would return...
again.
Then He showed up,
He beckoned me, saying,
"My child,
do not shut your eyes,
do not close your ears,
"Instead,
look at Me
listen to My voice.
"I promise to meet your deepest needs
your deepest desires
"The cost?
My life."
On each side
storefronts,
selling my sins
each beckoning me to come
selling lust,
selling gluttony
selling pride.
Each promising to meet my deepest needs
my deepest desires.
The cost?
My life.
I visited the shops,
I sampled their wares.
I became "a regular"
They gave what I "wanted"
yet I was left wanting.
I did not know what to do.
I sat down
I squeezed my eyes tightly
I tried to block out the sounds
still beckoning me
As my desire grew...
again
I would return...
again.
Then He showed up,
He beckoned me, saying,
"My child,
do not shut your eyes,
do not close your ears,
"Instead,
look at Me
listen to My voice.
"I promise to meet your deepest needs
your deepest desires
"The cost?
My life."
Joy Grows in Holiness
I recently finished Jerry Bridges' book, The Pursuit of Holiness, which is one of the best books I have read and certainly the best on the topic of holiness. Briefly, Bridges exhorts believers to seek holy, disciplined lives. Consequently, I have been thinking about holiness, not so much in terms of reading my Bible more, or praying more, or doing spiritual things; rather, I have been examining the sin in my life and considering what it says about my holiness. Holiness is not an addition of Godly things to my life, or a subtraction of worldly things from my life, but rather a transformation of my life to look more like Christ.
The book has had somewhat of an unexpected effect upon me, I confess, as I think about my sin. I have struggled with too many sins of the flesh to count, but one that consistently rises to the surface is gluttony. I am either looking forward to my next binge, or eating in an over-controlled way. Neither gluttony, nor overcontrol, represent godliness because in each instance, food remains the focus. In fact, I am increasingly realizing that my obedience is not an issue regarding food at all--it is, I suppose, related to breaking the first commandment (Exodus 20:3).
A surprising gift, I have discovered is that, with obedience comes joy. Not only joy in pleasing the Father, but enjoyment of His good gifts as well. Last night, we enjoyed a simple dinner of soup, bread, and cinnamon-chocolate dessert bread with good friends. The flavor was amazing, yet I felt little desire to overeat.
I am slowly realizing that obedience to Christ is great gain and with it comes a profound joy, not only in Christ, but also in His creation.
The book has had somewhat of an unexpected effect upon me, I confess, as I think about my sin. I have struggled with too many sins of the flesh to count, but one that consistently rises to the surface is gluttony. I am either looking forward to my next binge, or eating in an over-controlled way. Neither gluttony, nor overcontrol, represent godliness because in each instance, food remains the focus. In fact, I am increasingly realizing that my obedience is not an issue regarding food at all--it is, I suppose, related to breaking the first commandment (Exodus 20:3).
A surprising gift, I have discovered is that, with obedience comes joy. Not only joy in pleasing the Father, but enjoyment of His good gifts as well. Last night, we enjoyed a simple dinner of soup, bread, and cinnamon-chocolate dessert bread with good friends. The flavor was amazing, yet I felt little desire to overeat.
I am slowly realizing that obedience to Christ is great gain and with it comes a profound joy, not only in Christ, but also in His creation.
09 September 2010
Book burning and the sovereignty of God
I rarely watch the news anymore, but it has been hard to ignore the widespread outrage at the proposed action of Terry Jones, the pastor of a 50 person church outside of Gainsville, Florida. If you have somehow managed to isolate yourself more than I do, let me summarize: Jones has proposed "International Burn a Koran Day" on September 11, 2010. Jones has generated a media blitz that fairly universally condemns his plan. Criticisms include cultural insensitivity; misrepresenting Christ; and endangering the lives of troops, missionaries, and expatriates. My google reader has been flooded with posts (e.g., 22 words, Kevin DeYoung) about this in the past few days.
I cannot say that I have much to add except to say that this action is no surprise to God. God is sovereign. Proverbs 16:4 (NIV) says "the Lord works out everything for His own ends, even the wicked for a day of disaster." This action, which is understandably condemnable, is a part of God's plan.
Christians, rather than adding our voices to the cacophony of criticism, perhaps we can use this foreordained event to show individuals the real Jesus, the holy son of God who humbled himself, coming down into human history as a man and lived a sinless life, dying on the cross to take away the sins of all who would dare to believe in Him.
I cannot say that I have much to add except to say that this action is no surprise to God. God is sovereign. Proverbs 16:4 (NIV) says "the Lord works out everything for His own ends, even the wicked for a day of disaster." This action, which is understandably condemnable, is a part of God's plan.
Christians, rather than adding our voices to the cacophony of criticism, perhaps we can use this foreordained event to show individuals the real Jesus, the holy son of God who humbled himself, coming down into human history as a man and lived a sinless life, dying on the cross to take away the sins of all who would dare to believe in Him.
31 August 2010
Book Notes-August 2010
1. A Quest for Godliness: The Puritan Vision of the Christian Life
by JI Packer (1994). Packer wrote a brief summary of the Puritans, a primarily English, primarily Reformed movement that followed on the heels of the reformation. The Puritans were deeply Biblical, strongly theological, and profoundly doxological. Packer rightly points out that we could learn much from the Puritans. The only criticism is one I would apply to all I have read of Packer; he is theologically intense, but often loses me with his style, or perhaps with his intellect. 3 stars.
2. Just Do Something: How to Make a Decision Without Dreams, Visions, Fleeces, Open Doors, Random Bible Verses, Casting Lots, Liver Shivers, Writing in the Sky, etc.
by Kevin DeYoung (2009). DeYoung describes the wisdom approach to the will of God. His book is subtitled, "How to make a decision without dreams, visions, fleeces, impressions, open doors, random Bible verses, casting lots, liver shivers, writing in the sky, etc." Too often, as Christians, we believe that (a) God has a specific plan for our lives and (b) that He expects us to discover it. A is true; B is not. He wraps up the book at the end by writing, "So the end of the matter is this: Live for God. Obey the Scriptures. Think of others before yourself. Be Holy. Love Jesus. And as you do these things, do whatever else you like, with whomever you like, and you'll be walking in the will of God." I strongly recommend this book to anyone seeking to discern God's will. 4.5 stars.
3. Absence of Mind: The Dispelling of Inwardness from the Modern Myth of the Self (The Terry Lectures Series)
by Marilynne Robinson (2010). Robinson's book is the second of the month whose style is intellectually challenging yet richly satisfying. She challenges many of the many of the current thinking about God by the new atheism and does so with grace. 3.5 stars.
4. God Who Is There, The: Finding Your Place in God's Story
by DA Carson (2010). Carson wrote this very accessible Biblical survey. Essentially, he walks through the Bible from Genesis 1 to Revelation 22, discussing the primary themes of the Bible in 14 chapters. The book could easily be used in a Bible study format for unbelievers, new believers, and seasoned believers alike. 4 stars.
2. Just Do Something: How to Make a Decision Without Dreams, Visions, Fleeces, Open Doors, Random Bible Verses, Casting Lots, Liver Shivers, Writing in the Sky, etc.
3. Absence of Mind: The Dispelling of Inwardness from the Modern Myth of the Self (The Terry Lectures Series)
4. God Who Is There, The: Finding Your Place in God's Story
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